Dear, blogger..at the first time i create you, i just so excited. I spend my time infront you, no sleep whole day just because wanna share all my feeling with you and to make him happy. but time to time, day by day.. all just a silent. and now i feel theres is no reason for me to keep you. it make me, hard to forget him. i will delete all this stupid things, cause i will cry non stop when i read back. i have nobody now. i have nobody for me to share all my feeling. i have nobody for me to take care of. i have nobody to make me happy, i have nobody to make me laugh, nobody shining my day. nobody call me sayang. nobody to make me feel safe. i have nobody now. :') this is what i get? i have been loyal for 2 years, this is a feedback that he give? but why? if i wrong GOD PARDON ME! and for the guy name Andy if you read this, i hope you know how much i missing you! how much i miss your look. how much i miss your voice but at the same time how crush i'm. how fade my trust that i put on you before, just gone. i know, i'm not that kind. but one thing you should know that i never have somebody except you! and only you before. but what else i can say, i know people make mistake. than i start realize that sometime people should forgive and accepted even how hard it's. let all this things be reminder. let this mistake be a moral of our story, even i know it's not the nice ending between us, but we should move on. "hey, sayang!" i miss that word.. :') theres no more sayang that i wanna call except you. you forever be my sayang, eventhough we are nothing now.  and please take care your self, take care your healthy. thanks you so much for everything! i have learn alot from this. you teach me the meaning of LOVE. :') and i hope i not making the wrong decision. for the last, i still loving you. and you always be reminder. and yes, i cry now. :')