hey blogger! this time for me to blogging. nice to share what I'm feel right now inside here. well, today i'm sad. yup.. but I'm hope I'm not in tears right now..sad cause i fighting again and again with him. why? that's no reason. i don't know why our relationship become much much ruing! jerk.. I'm sad. i realize and try to back to normal. but can't. it's totally change. we not like we before. sayang, you can read my text that i send to you. and hear what I'm say. but can you read my heart dear? how I'm feel? how crush my heart. like crushing into a pieces. I'm still a girl who easy lose with tears. maybe I'm to ego. and i admit it i have a big ego. than, why not you surrender for me? for your own girl? for our relationship? why? or maybe you don't want to lose it? please try to understand. for our relationship. like we wish to keep this relation till the end. but if we still being like this I'm sure i don't know what will happen next. or maybe I'm surrender. cause no happiness between us. but for what we being in love? it just a one answer cause i love you!
kata-kata manis, semua jadi debu-debu~
* sekarang baru aku belajar erti sabar. sabar dan terus sabar. ego aku? aku cuba turun kan. semua ini menjadikan aku lebih matang dan berfikiran jauh dan terus jauh sehingga aku dapat tinggal kan semua ini dan mencari kebahagian yang sebenar yang aku angan-angan kan. and now i'm waiting for my prince charming to save me :)